*My Life With Lotsa Love*
Sunday, July 29, 2012
12:54 AM
Dear diary,
I feel so pissed tonight... Totally no mood to continue my self-studies...
I knew I gotta contribute to e family and I'm doing it since Sec 4... When I was a full time student and a part time working adult, I really feel that my contribution is being appreciated... But now, so sad to say, it become unappreciative and it's like an obligated thing...
I may be very 晶晶计较 in the past for whatever things, be it household jobs, money or time... But ever since I step out to be a full time working adult, I've put down these things... But no matter what I do, their perception is still the same & stay in the old times... All I could get was simply scolding... Do I get scolded, dun do I also get scolded... Wth is all this!!
Sometimes, I even feel like this is an scolding place, liability place rather than a comfy home... Sometimes, I couldn't even concentrate when i'm studying, things just prompt, come and go and etc... I can understand that I got a greater responsibility after dad has left, but now it's like all responsibility than greater responsibility...
Some ppl just dun listen no matter how many thousands times u say them... Some ppl just dun know how to control their own expenses within their limits...
Some ppl just says empty promises again and again...
I'm starting to feel really sick and tired...
What's more can I do...? =((
*My Life With Lotsa Love*
Monday, January 16, 2012
7:16 AM
We ppl must learn to 知足常乐! A simple lunch, a short shopping, a short call can makes a difference in life... It's not the duration that matters... It's the person whom u r with and enjoy being with that matters... =)) ❤
*My Life With Lotsa Love*
Sunday, January 1, 2012
11:54 AM
2011 was indeed a ups and downs year for me...
Love: This year, love have not been very smooth in the later half of the year... Quarrel keep on arising and we fought till very harsh... I dunno what's the problem with us but I hope this unhappiness wun carry on... Nevertheless, happy moments are still there on and off during the year... I hope memories of us will only be gd and the rest of the bad will leave it in last year and not be brought forward...
Work: Working stressed out in the first place but it was happy... Going on to the late half of the year, working is never happy anymore, more and more things coming up, paperwork is more and more with 1 shot implementation... The company culture have totally changed, joyful in the previous times has no longer be joyful now... Though colleagues are the same... What a sad thing I would say... However, colleagues are really nice but not bosses... Bosses are those we need to face everytime, if they are not gd, no point working for them... And so, of course I'm currently looking for job le...
Frenz: This year, a ite fren of mine got married, and we met back long lost ite fren and of course, gathering after that was indeed great!! Happy chatting, playing and jokes!! Life is great!! Of course WOT gatherings have been on throughout the year... Our gatherings have never fail us from laughter and fun and of course our favorite photo-taking every meet-ups... =))
Family: This year, I admit that I didn't spend much time with my family as most of my time goes to work... Therefore, in the upcoming year, I must spend more time with my family plus geraldine is going primary 1 next year, she may have areas that she dunno and me as a sister should give her my full support... =))
Holiday: This year, I have made a trip overseas to Taiwan!! My first ever overseas trip for myself... Thanks to my aunt for sharing this trip with me and made this trip a possible one... Although I caused some hiccups during the trip, but we still went there ultimately... & it's on the very day of my birthday which makes me even more unforgettable!! =))
Lastly, after saying so much abt 2011, I wanna make a new resolutions for 2012.
2012 resolution = More time for family, No more OT for work, More happy moments and less or even no sorrows with dear, More gatherings & at least 1 getaways!! Most importantly, wishing all my families members, loves & frenz with gd health!! =)) ❤
*My Life With Lotsa Love*
Sunday, December 18, 2011
1:39 AM
This morning, I started with a pleasant day until mum called... Saying smt that really pissed me off... But it's over...
Meet up with dear afternoon for lunch, a simple lunch but we felt happy and enjoyable... *With u ard, problems are seems solved!* *Blink*
Thereafter, went to clementi for KOI!! What's best is this is the 4th time I'm drinking bubble tea this week!! Yeah!! Hahas!! Suddenly have a feeling like I'm in Taiwan... Coz I drank even more during that 10 days vacation... Hahas!!
As it's so near to clementi mall, I went for a short shopping ard there... Bought gatherings gift... *Life is so relax, just like schooling time!*
Head back home thereafter, mum went JB with her frenz and her frenz bought me a LV Hp flip casing!! I dunno how much is that, but mum say that it is real... I'm like OMG!! I've never spend so expensive on a phone cover before... Really thanks so much to mummy's frenz...
Oh Yaya... Today I did my homework and send a few resume out... Hopefully I will received a lot a lot gd news next week!! *Pray hard!*
Okays, it's late... Nights all!!
❤Fion
*My Life With Lotsa Love*
Saturday, December 10, 2011
3:12 PM
Back to work the first day after my exam leave... Best things is my boom cases have been cleared... But I know 2 more is booming very fast... Do next week gonna really work on it...
After work, last min meet up with besties for dinner... Eating, gossiping, laughing... A wonderful night spend with them!! ❤ Life is full of laughter with them ard everything!! =))
*My Life With Lotsa Love*
Thursday, December 8, 2011
5:48 PM
It's been long long time since I last updated... Have been busying with work, studies & my lil sis stuff... Anyway, exam just ended yesterday!! Yuppie!! But gonna go back to work... Seriously nothing is smooth the whole November for me... Hiccups everywhere in my life... From work to studies to relationship... None is smooth... Especially work!!
Met a idiotic guy who scream at me for nothing... Super damn dulan with him... He is just a fatso idiot!! Why would I met such an idiot in my life... That's fucking sian to know this kind of pol... Anyway, the company is no longer a company which I can or going to stay... It's time!!
And yes!! I'm looking out for gd opportunity outside the world for accounts job... Therefore, frenz out there, if happen to have any gd lobang for accounts, intro me ya!! Hahas!!
Relationship is neither smooth... For the beginning of the month, yes, but not for the second half of the month... Quarrels, quarrels, quarrels non-stop... It's tiring... Really tiring... I wish and hope this quarrels will stop!!
Lastly, studies... Exam ended yesterday... But I got total 0% of confident for the 2 papers I took... I have never experience this kinda of feeling ever in my life... Unknown passing & Unknown failing... The feeling is so mix, so scary... 1st time in my life, I've this kinda of scared for studies... Really dunno what to do... Neither do I know what subject or classes to take next sem... Hmmmmm... Really must do a gd thinking...
That's all folk for now!!
I guess I will blog more often now as my iPhone is able to access blogger... Hehez!! =))
*Hopefully, dec will be a much much better month!!*
*My Life With Lotsa Love*
Sunday, April 18, 2010
12:03 PM
Day after day, good things, bad things are perhaps fated to happen... Past 2 week, alot of things have happen...5 April 2010Grandfather 100 days and we make a trip down to cemetry area and do those traditional things that have to be done... And finally i saw a true colour of my relative, ever since my grandmother passed away (9 years ago), every CNY we go on Chu 1, they will go on Chu 2... Purposely dun wan to meet us... This time round, my grandfather passed away den we have a chance to meet (after next year of Qing Ming Jie... WE WON'T WANT TO MEET THEM ANYMORE!!!)... I will take it as i never ever had this uncle... Without him, we wun die, since he dun wan break the relationship with my mother, we dun have to call him uncle anymore! YaHoo!!! This kind of uncle, someone should teach him a lesson man! 要别人尊重你,你要先尊重自己!这么简单的道理你都不懂,真是丢光长辈的脸!你是我认识长辈中最最失败的!6 April 2010First of all, Thank you 3 Yi Zhang for driving us to the cemetry again to pray my Tai Ma, Tai Gong, Grand Ma, Grand Pa and Daddy for Qing Ming... It's a long long day... My Tai gong and Grandpa have been taken out from tombstone and put it in another place... The weird thing for this year is... Other than my Tai Gong and Grand pa they let us keep all the food before we leave, the rest including my dad didn't allow us to take any food back home, they wanted us to leave it there for them... Since young, every year I go for Qing Ming, this kinda of things never ever happens... This is the first year, I somehow feel something not right... But dunno where went wrong... Hopes that everything is ok ba...16 April 2010World Of Ten meet-up cum t-shirt design... This meet up is the first time that we do not cam-whore! LOLS! The only camwhore picture is when our food arrive and no group photo taken... Our initial plan was to discuss the design of t-shirt but we didn't come to a conclusion... Hahas! However, everytime our meet-up, laughter is a sure have de... That's y i HEARTS world of ten meet-up! =)17 April 2010Planned to go J.B for pizza feast and back to Singapore for travel fair with Siew Geok, however i am sick... Headache plus vomit... There goes my whole saturday and I was unable to wake up from my bed till 6pm in the evening as i was too pain le... Till now my body is still so weak... Perhaps is the weather and my working place, there is a polar bear who likes to on the air-con to 20 degree with high fan despite girls complaining it was too cold... But i do not need to bear this anymore... Thanks to Seline for helping me to tell Meng Yeow about this coldness and Meng Yeow agreed to change my place on friday... YaHoo!!! No more cold cold weather... Hahas! What's more happy is now... I am sitting beside Siew Geok lo... Hahahs! =)That's all for my story...I will update again real soon... =)